im back...

I had my first acoustic gig saturday night at 6:30. At a local pizza place called AJ's (for those of you who don't know that there is only one pizza place in this small town.) It didn't start off to well, but after the 3rd song, it started to sound alot better. by the end of it, we sounded great... not bragging or anything. but we did a few covers like "somethings in the way" by nirvana, "boulvard of broken dreams" Greenday, "sweet child of mine" GNR... and the rest were orignal songs. It wasn't a big croud, but big enough for a first gig. we made about $66 between the two of us. i spent about 5 of it playing poker later that night. but it was all in good fun! ok, enough of this, im tired of typing. BYE!

if you haven't noticed, im back. i had fun, and got a bad ass tan, well, its a red tan, i dont know whats up with that, but ohh well, its still better than pale white.

im on my way to FL... for 2 weeks... so i'll talk to everyone later.

You let me violate you
You let me desecrate you
You let me penetrate you
You let me complicate you

Help me
I broke apart my insides
Help me
I’ve got no soul to sell
Help me
The only thing that works for me
Help me get away from myself

I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to god

You can have my isolation
You can have the hate that it brings
You can have my absence of faith
You can have my everything

Help me
Tear down my reason
Help me
It's your sex I can smell
Help me
You make me perfect
Help me become somebody else

I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to god

Through every forest
Above the trees
Within my stomach
Scraped off my knees
I drink the honey
Inside your hive
You are the reason
I stay alive


-NIN-